yeaps, some here and there added(:
i guess i really gotta move on now..
i guess, no more 'us' only you and me?
i guess no more that much care?
i guess so..
i missed many people~
i miss those i once hang out with.
those i once loved to chat with.
those whom i sang along with.
i miss those who once cared.
i miss those smile, laughter and jokes.
how i wish time can go back.
i will treasure all the time we had.
we all had, people do things to remember.
not to regret. but do you dare to say you din regret before?
well, i did.
i regretted not treasuring him.
not loving him that much.
well, i regretted being so into him.
well there's lots that i regret.
but after those regretting moments.
i know i got a really good sister,friends and my lil brothers to care for me(:
laughter is always expected.
will when it's a fake one, it dun give a great effect.
though i may sound emo.
but the true is i though through and realize.
realize you were so good.
realize i've grown attached to you.
but now, i realize you dun give a dam.
there's so much i wanna say to you.
i always have that urge to call you?
but i dare not.
im scared with that much hope. will end up disappointment.
wat if you dun answer?
wat if you avoid me ever since?
you use to be the reason, the reason for my smile.
and you use to be the reason for my tears too.
even though i know, i wasn't much to you now.
sometimes alone, i'll think.
think of those times we had together.
cos there wun be another together moment for us..
" it's too late " thats wat you said.
and the only last words.
it only hurt me more when it came out from your mouth.
seeing people together~
i can't help thinking about the past.
it's sad lar, but its nice to think about it sometimes(:
you once said you are not worthy my tears.
that, i got nothing to say~
i realize, maybe, i dun even have a place in your heart.
okok, stop the emo thing!!!!
END!

christmas wasn't as fun this year.
in fact it was the most boring.
my sister birthday, to me it wasn't that fun either.
i hope new year, a better start.
no more tearing~
no more.. just alone can?
but who will care like you use to?
*smiles* at least i got my sister and my friends, rite?
*nodnod* *arbish*
smile le(: no more sad.. i hope..