updates again?
will ya..
i fell in love with a few songs this few days.
im kinda sick now.
sore throat, slightly coughing~
and now rubbing my eyes~
a few more days, i miss you deeply~
things wasn't said doesn't mean it's not wanted to know.
understand?
to chim? hai~
i thought i could use normal english in this post.
but , i could by using SINGlish
ha, irritating~
i don't have message like for a long long time.
i miss my phone ringing non-stop
my phone like rotting~

in the first place you made me fall in love with you.
yet now, nothing bothers you.
wrong thinkings fills you up.
how could i not think about it?
you made it so true, so real.
i actually believe you.
you did something more then just love me.
you made me love you too.
but now nothing the outcome.
i know you don't even read my blog now
it's just for fun can?
whatever now..
nownow, i look for you in the crowd you know.
always wanting to know where are you.
so that, we might have a chance to cross path.
maybe im just dreaming~
i had that dream again that night.
you know yesterday i went out, i was so jealous of so much people~
then went out with their girl/boy friend.
sitting together so close.
playing with each other's hands, fingers.
i missed those times.
would there be a chance we be back like last time?
i guess not uh?
really really, if thats what you think.
and thats what you tell asyqin, it's not true.
i'm not what i seem outside.
you can ask so many, asyqin..
you know that day cca day, i talk to you.
i went hyper.
but in the end to know it's all fake hope.
i realize i should not think of you so much..
so many told me not to think of you anymore.
i know i should stop.
how can i?
you know im so jealous of those who can forget like within weeks.
but i cant.
it had been more then one month.
how could i simply forget?
all the fun joy love we had.
OKOKOKOK.
i'll stop.
going to eat now.
really not well!
grrrr~
well before i eat, i feel a piercing pain in my chest.
idiot!
i going to have a diet again..
soon, not going to eat again~
hai. there's a period of time where i didn't eat.
now happening again
i don't feel like eat so much.
although i know i'm hungry~
there's two song which im in love with now.
1. another you
2. ready for love
both by cascada.
sweet sweet song.
both tell exactly how i feel~
okok, stop now kays?
i think im gonna improve in my english.
less SINGlish :D