back blogging~
some comments from some people
- sharon, sybil's blog so emo~
- clare, told my sister to take care of me -.-
some i forgot =x

have been sick.
mc-ed on tuesday.
vomited everything i ate.
so irritating!
back to school on wednesday.
everything was back to normal but the fact that i'm sick
having major mood swing~
i get very annoyed very easy today, most of the time talking on the phone
tuition like usually, more laughters as elieen made us all laugh.
drunk bubble tea , which i should not drink..
went slacking and opps .
i forgot to bring sharon's gift over to her place.
having fever now..
still not really well..
mc covers cca this week.
so cool but i miss cca!
red cross~ so fun!
marching, so long didn't march already.
fever came quietly without me knowing.
soon after then i realise.
being emo is not a easy task.
but yet being happy is not a really tough job.
when you flicker into my thoughts, there's nothing i can do.
just to smile at the past.
does time really heal the wound ?
well, i guess it's a question i wouldn't have an answer.
english we are doing a speech!
and me? my topic is on APPEARANCE (:
going home alone is bored, lame and total crap.
how long have it been since the last guy send me home?
i think is that stupid one`huanlong~
school just ain't the same anymore.
i think of you more often.[don't make wild guesses]
opps , i think of you again.
school without jokers, BORED!
i miss the time i could just stare at you.
i miss the time you held my hand=x
i even miss you buying me sweets.
so many words, unable to be said.
smile ain't always real.
i guess i look more pale then i usually am.
partly because i think of you too much.
causing internal bleeds. and the other reason~
DUH~ i'm sick.
i'm bored!
don't have the school feeling anymore.
in other words, i don't feel like going to school.
but going to school able me lots of things.
such as putting up the unreal smile i have all the time.
acting strong as i am. which i'm not.
fight for what you really want.
don't keep it in your heart and cause internal bleeds.
voice it out for the world to hear for all you want.
just don't keep it in your heart.
maybe just you didn't see how i feel once and even now.
i feel so helpless when you hold me with your stare.
but with so little i'm already jumping over the moon.
i love blasting music into my ears,
to numb the pain i felt like the first day i felt.

hey sweet, just follow your heart.
no matter the outcome.
be sure of it and fight for it.
you would regret it.
but if you don't voice it out.
you will regret.