So there. Happy now?

And so, im the most not understanding. most disliked. most irritating the one who don have time for you. hmms. lets see now. WHEN you got a boyf. since when it's me? it's all him as well right? blaming me for that, when that's what you taught me? i should be more understanding? when no one seem to care any more for me, only him? i rather be outside, risking so that mom and dad would be there to scold me then to stay at home and do everything that is needed to do when no one knows. you were the one who taught me to heck care about all those stuff and now you're the one blaming me. so well then. it's my fault. Just crying the shit out of me and no one knows.

thanks for letting me know, im so useless, irritating, not understanding and just a bad sister.

Happy birthday Dexter.