am i really that hateful ??
am i really that "fun" ??

must i be like weird to be loved ...
must i ??

i really like friends , now i feel that i dun have any friends ...
friends that care ...
i feel so alone ...
am i really alone ...

do i have any friend to hold on ??
what if one day any of my friends let go of mi ...
leaving mi alone , hurt and crying in pain ...
is that true friend ...
i feel that my friends and i are further and further apart ...

i hate being alone ...
note to all my friends ; please dun ever not be my friend ...

today is 1112o6 ...
10 days to posting result ...
11 days to posting of skool ...
14 days to my birthday ...
16 days to my jie de birthday ...
17 days to the open of death note , last name ...