home feel so empty now.
home no more home feeling~
home only a place to sleep now.
home is only a place to rest your sleepy heads.
home a place you go every night,
yet feeling of it fading away.
home no more loving,warm feeling.
home is the best place yet now the most loneliest place.
home is the place where you can hide,
but yet still be yourself.
home will make you happy, right?

NO!

home will make you smile, right?

NO!

home will make you feel safe, right?

NO!

home~home~
it's just 4letters word, which read HOME~

now a days, i don't like to home anymore then it wants me.
means, i don't like to stay at home;and home don't like me to stay.
my voice broke as i type.
my throat very dry yet still coughing~
there's a sudden piercing pain in my chest, during lesson time&recess time.
i totally changed after recess~
believe me, i really did.
go ask around if you don't.
through those tears, jealously came~
unwelcome....
the closeness between you two.
forget it, i guess.
up till today` it hasn't gone away~
tuition was fun? like always*smiles*
MAID went home country~ so doing all the house work!
grrr! means TIRING!!

you were the one who made me fell in love with you yet now..
now we are like total strangers.
what's wrong? we loved each other once.
can't we just be like last time?
friends?
i'm just stupid?
i know, many said that D:
maybe it's me.
or not. i'm not sure you know.
i'm for sure; I DON'T WANT TO BE ALONE.

what's wrong with me?
why can't i just move on?
and seriously MOVE ON.
memories holding me back.
irritating!
i can't help finding for you in the crowd.
time heals?
really?
does it work?
it's been quite some time already.
yet, still like that.
maybe time don't work on me?
i though when i could things like last time i'm fine.
yet, i'm wrong.
we don't talk do we?
questions!questions!
so many of them...
answers?NONE~
valentine day coming?
will, ya~
will i guess it will be alone this year?
well, there's not much difference?
deeper and deeper i fall.
there seem to be no ground.
no place to stop.
no place to stop all this.
all this pain, sadness and loneliness.
i didn't really do much.
well, i just stare from one corner~

imy~imy~imy~imy~imy~
i really do.

i guess no more?
nothing left?
ya, i guess so...
love can REALLY change someone~
i know, i really know=x

how i wish a shooting star appear in front of me.
and i'll make a wish~
make a wish so that things could change.

imy!iny!isly!