usually from my post you can tell what i'm trying to say.
or how i'm feeling..
i cannot take it anymore..
i realize i got nothing to say to you.
i realize, you cant let go too.
i realize i don't even stand a chance.
i realize. i realize so much thing.
i realize, i feel uneasy without looking for you in the crowd.
i realize, i'm scared
i realize i don't like to eat that much anymore.
i realize, even if i'm hungry i wouldn't eat.
i realize, i started crying again.
i realize. you told her. and i'm afraid she might bad mouth about me.
i realize, i'm getting weaker and weaker everyday.
i realize i cry more often this few days.
i realize that i know how to say and yet not do..
i realize i don't have much friends now.
i realize recess is the worst time in school.
i realize i don't like your absents.
i realize you got such a prefect way of using words.
i realize so many things that link back to you.
i realize i hate that distance.
but i know i should not hope.
i'll fall with a greater pain than.
i just dun wanna fall again.
i'm afraid of so many things now..
people will change and feelings will fade.
i hope that will happen soon.
but that's not what i really want.
but that's what i'm afraid of too.

seriously,
i
miss
you.

i'm cold now..
what to do?
i feel kinda alone..ya..
i seem emo in school, that's what they say.
i didn't realize that.
though, i talk less and i'm less noisy.
and i always think of things in class..
maybe i just have to be like that..
i tried to wanna forget.
i tired to wanna let go.
i tried to wanna give up.
i tried!
now i'm tired..
i just wanna live on?
but i cant!
i know i told so many to live on with life.
that's for saying, forgetting someone you once loved deeply..
IT'S NOT EASY!

i still love you now, that's until now...
you know i've been crying for you again..

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