i wrote the last post is not to make you worry
and guilty or something like that.
just, i need to say it out.
i cant keep it in my heart.
it bothers me a lot.
you know i miss you?
we sleep side by side every night.
but you are the one who watch me.
not me watching you.
we used to go to bed together.
we used to talk about boys=x
we used to talk about so many things.
now? we both are busy.
well ya, im not as tough.
i din mean to make you feel like you feel now.
im sorry..
just i dunno who to tell.
i dunno who i should open up to.
and who to not.
i really miss you.
when was the last time i talk to you?
i wanna be a kid tooo!
when we had stupid arguing over stupid thing.
in fact, i really miss you..
when was the last time?
i miss daddy and mummy too.
but to brothers, i know.
i've been colder this few days.
all i can say is sorry?
THIS STUPID THING IS VERY IRRITATING!
last time we dun have this.
feeling tired already.
i can i stop baby-sitting them?
i wan a baby-sitter myself.
who wanna baby-sit me?
okok, really sleepy now..
this few days, i dun like to eat much.
so FRIENDS!
dun force me to eat.
i really dun feel like eating.
i dun even feel like eating..
but sometimes im hungry.
just to lazy to be bothered.
nites~
going to bed now..
takecare(:

it's not always a real smile you know.