that jerk of mine~ ranking up the past~

explaining in process ~~~~

in the first place, i didn't say i don't like them.
i said, i got bad impression of them.
but i didn't mind going out with them.
well, i like alone time.
where you wouldn't joke so much.
but still will joke.
how i wish you could take my hand AGAIN.
really, can you take my hand?
the tears i drop, people say it's stupid.
will, i'm know it is.
but i don't mind being stupid to think of you.
i know as much as you know.
i know you know i am talking about you.
the way you phase your words.
the way you use your words.
just that, i didn't guess it was you.
if i know in the first place, i wouldn't use words that are so evil.
if i know in the first place, a first words will change us.
i wouldn't use them.
thanks to you, for all this i suffer.
but i don't mind. well DUH i mind.
to think of you and suffer, i wouldn't mind.

to EHH : please do not spam my blog anymore. thank you (:

can you not disappear?
i will miss you more then yesterday<3