It's the worst thought that ever occurred me. I never think of that until today. Somehow I feel like a burden, because of me, you usually get angry or pissed off with yourself(and me). And it's so close, to another new start. Everything is happening so quickly and I really don't know what to do. I bet you got no clue what I'm talking about.. Damn it, I'm so irritated by everything. Forget it, you wouldn't even know..